IRAHHVI

I never wanted to cry infront of my friends & teachers.

I've always held back my tears when they are around me.

But today, I can't hold back no more. I let it flow out.

I cried a river for you people. How does that feel?

I tried to talk & organise the steps for the Samba Dance

but none of you wanted to listen. It hurts okay.

I've sacrifice ALL my sectionals time for Samba, so that

we all could dance properly & don't get kick out of the

performance. But you guys didn't even think about it.

I cried & there goes everybody asking what happened.

Look what you've done & you'll know the reason.

It's pretty upsetting.

And momma, I wasn't lying to you.

I wasn't staying back in school till late hours

to hang around with my friends, doing nothing.

I told you this.

First, I have to stay back for Batik Painting lesson.

Secondly, I have to stay back for the rehearsal

for Teachers' day concert on FRIDAY.

Steps changed & only left today for me cause

tmr, I'm going for the Competition from 12.15pm to 9.30pm.

Thirdly, yes, the Competition. I'm stressed out.

Not much practice for myself thanks to Samba.

Fourth, I HAVE to submit my art work die die, on FRIDAY.

I'm stressed out with the things listed above.

Plus, the missing Cell phone in class case.

And the fact that my mother don't have trust in me already.

I cried in the Music room,

where my section members were practising.

Talked awhile with Caroline

& off to meet Miss Lee to talk about this.

Pressure, stress, fatigue,

physically & mentally exhausted.

I need a break. This time, seriously, a break.

And thanks though to all the concerns.

The girls, boys, Miss lee, Afee and allllll.

I'm sorry for the break down & such.

Competition tomorrow.

good Luck to all participants & my dearest Section,

all the best, I love you guys.

Good Bye